Already?

So that all went to hell in a hand-basket really quickly, now we are both clomping around the house like idiots, hoping the other will notice our blatant disregard for them.

But wait a second, didn't I just make a commitment to be better? to do better? I know, had I not said anything about that, everything would be fine today... but I didn't did I? I made a commitment to be a better person, to put my relationship and husband first. Now I just need to know my next move- no, not mind games, but the real move, the one that will make things better, the one that leads to the apology and hopefully forgiveness-on both of our parts. [door slams] He is in the shower... maybe just one last thing before I apologize [toilet flush]. There now I will go talk to him. (ok, the last part about the toilet flush did (and is still going) go through my head. But I won't. Remember I made a commitment to be better... now I had better get started.